ॐ OAM NAMO BHAGAVATE SRI RAMANAYA ॐ
On a hot afternoon in Madurai
A 16-year –old boy in his room
On the table a pile of books and
Unfinished homework. Outside, the sun
An incandescent fury in the sky.
Heat-luminescent streets, dusty and vacant,
Coil around the temple and slither
Through the summer-shrivelled town.
Leaves wear dust to screen out the sun.
Fat flies drone in the drowsy doorways.
The 16-year-old boy in his study
Torn between mastering English verbs
And puzzling over an arithmetical sum
Looks anxiously out the window and stops.
frosty touch benumbs his heart, his breathing dims.
A bullock cart lurches through the street. Death –
An uncanny presence steals over him.
Unfazed he decides to play the part.
He lies down on the floor, arms stiff by his side,
Tries to stop his breath. He stalks death,
Seizes it, scans it, sifts through it,
And discards it. He knows. His boyish frame
Shudders as the power outward bound,
That arrays in splendent hypnotic hues
This multiformed multinamed enchantment
Which beguiles and captivates bemused wordlings,
Stops, its onward surge arrested, dashes back
And plunges inward and down into heart’s cavern –
The source that exists past flesh, past mind,
Past world, past gods, past everything, past nothing.
As the presumptuous bubble of ego collapses
Body mind space time causes conditions
Vanish. Only a tiny waverless flame,
Awareness – pure, poised, ever-present
Remains. An equanimous witness
Of the mundane drama of high passion,
Of the birth and death of gods, demons and men,
The launch of political movements,
Bitter strife over oppression and freedom,
Of the ascent and decline of fathers and fuhrers.
Nothing stirs. The house is quiet as usual.
Nothing stops. The world is as usual busy.
In the grocery shop at the local market
A somnolent trader dully waves a cloth
To chase away flies sporting on a bed of jaggery.
Outside in the shade of a gnarled neem
An astrologer sleeps, his blind parrot
Surveys the sky and pecks at fortune cards.
The globe on its axis has turned but a few degrees
But the boy in the room is a boy no more.
Infinity has clapped her wings around him,
School, family, home, parents and friends
Are but dying echoes of a grama’s tale.
The world is a remote happening, a mere rumour.
Ignorance-bearing knot dissolves, light spreads,
Awake he sheds his radiance on a thousand suns,
Worlds are awash with grace of his glance.
Upon the still center his eyes have gazed,
Gazing upon it, he has turned still.
When he looks, silence looks through him.
When he walks, an immobility moves.
Dakshinamurthy for the age of trains and telegrams,
At the foot of Arunachala Ramana sits
A beggar scattering in the wind of munificence,
Healing aggrieved hearts with a mere look,
Sharing with them the peace only jnanis know,
Guiding the lost on the surest path back home,
Inspiring stutterers to rapturous poety,
Bringing solace to a widow in her bleask hovel
And order to spiraling galaxies.
ON RAMANA MAHARSHI
By MUKESH VATSYAYANA
Mountain Path
Advent issue July-Sept 2005
Printed pages 65-66